Another day around the clock...

I really love these moments of stillness. Actually they are not still at all. More like movement all around. Last time I was here I was in a very different head space. The wind. Two brass buttons on the road. Leaning back into the feeling. A bee. The tree in the middle of the square. The eyebrows as landscape futuristic mountains in the distance. Theme park. blurry red green yellow blue over the rapeseed flowers. 3 earrings. Purple jogging shoes. Golden orange turtle neck. Maybe I will return here every year. To the same place. Observing it a little different. Sites slowly changing but mostly staying the same. My allergies are communicating with this place with the trees. When everyone has a balcony. Talking with your neighbor, balcony to balcony, lanai to lanai (much prefer these words). I truly thy friends but also strangers. With strangers it's easier to see the "continuous self". I feel so at peace in this moment. Remembering that this is not always the case. I'm more in love with this part of myself than the self that I grew up with. Parts but not all. It would be interesting to send this as an email. To 500 people. When (h)our selves collide. An email is just a website. Another way of saying ... that you are here ... looking for love or that we are all loved never alone. Lighting a cigarette. And a bridge. A bridge between self and self.